Tuesday, November 6, 2007

Got robbed of a dream

Suddendly, peace & quiet. What used to be a chaotic and busy hotel corridors of We R Inn is now empty and cold. All alone now. (Photo courtesy: Alvin L.)

I pretty much stayed inside my hotel room today, back to work after they left for Digos early this morning and sleeping til about 1600H, my first decent sleep for days. I felt my body gave up in desperation of not having been able to join the Mt. Apo climb. My flu has worsened and I haven't gotten anything to eat all day.

Craving for hot thick soup, I round Gaisano's 4th floor food court and the restaurants on the basement. I ended up along Torres St., about 20 minutes brisk walk from Gaisano-- at Kasagingan Coffee Shop. Sudden change of appetite, I ordered spicy sausage on angelhair pasta, my usual Coke regular and banana sweet bars. I took a table at the corner of the inside space where I share with 3 other techie patrons who threw rather good glances at me while tinkering their laptops as I settled. No time to waste and flirt, but time to get back to work, again!
Should I have insisted on joining them, I so-often thought on how would I have fared. Mixed emotions on the aborted climb and having to work remotely while on a supposed vacation was too much overwhelming. More so, when you're not feeling well. No matter how I tried to not think about it, impossible!

After a fine meal and having sent chunks of files to Manila, I returned to the hotel and continued my work until my craving for something hot resurfaced. I've gotten myself a gigantic bowl of chicken noodle soup at the hotel coffee shop. Not what I wanted, but it helped comfort my body and relieve my now-thick and alien-colored phlegm. Yuck!

So this is how it felt getting robbed of a dream. Hard to explain, harder to accept.

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